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Voice of gods
So you began to believe,
You were foolish, worthless,
You never did anything right,
Never could.
You believed because your father said so,
Your faith gave him his voice.
That day Nnanna smiled at you,
Even the next day you greeted him,
And he replied "what's up? "
That day you told Esther about a bespectacled boy,
The one who caught butterflies,
And set them free in the pit of your stomach,
That day She told you he liked you too,
You believed because she said so,
Your faith made her a god.
That day too you heard,
That day you saw Esther's round belly-bulge,
When they said 'Nnanna' and 'father' in one sentence,
That day the workers in your head screamed 'betrayal',
A voice spoke inside,
"Life never gives anything good,
Goodness is mined"
You believed because you told yourself to.
That other day too,
8years had rolled by,
A young man sat in your office,
That day you told him his sight was bad,
The same day you convinced him,
You told him bad was the new best,
You told him he could live in paradise even with the worst vision,
And he nodded in faith: "yes doctor"
because you were the god before him,
Infusing pints of belief into him.
And so it is,
That many be the voices we hear.
Some said you were worthless,
Some spewed lies like lines of fine linen,
Some said you could not rise,
That "we are cursed"
They told tales of woe,
"Life is a bucket of dirty water'
They coaxed you to have faith
They made you want to believe
But you couldn't,
Because you had lost your faith.
Note the voice of gods.
The earth is for gods
Voices that persuade us to do, to believe,
The hands with the wands,
Directing the course of our thoughts,
Like the music director of an orchestra.
Voice of gods,
Human gods,
The ones we crown with our faith,
The ones that brew bitterness and despair,
The ones with the loudest voices.
But we can dethrone these gods,
And they would lose their voices.
Because even we are gods.
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